lost something that i'll never forget

have you ever lost something that you like?
i have one that makes me sad and feel like i lost something i love,that's when i was in junior high school.
when i was in junior high school,i'm a cheerleader(grade 8). i'm sucks about cheering thing,seriously!but when i make the pyramid,you can't close your mouth because i'm cool(LOL),and every time me and my team performance,i always said "this is the best moment for me and i'll never forget it"
.............................................................................................time flies
schoolwork values decreased
asthma relapse
i almost didn't pass when i was in grade 8.
So i have to make a decision.
i choose,i leave "GO FIGHT WIN"
i cried
feel stupid
down
sick

i met my ex-coach,and i said "i'm sorry i must go,if i stay maybe i can't graduate from junior high school" and then i cry.
after i leave cheers,i feel like an idiot.
but in the bright side,i graduate from junior high school with a good mark.Thanks God.